Beyonce has not been seen since leaving the Lenox Hospital with Blue Ivy Carter last week, but she did give her first interview to talk about her venture into motherhood. She talked to Star Magazine and said that words couldn’t describe how she felt to finally hold the baby that she had felt growing inside her.

She gushed on Jay-Z too, saying that he stayed by her side during the whole delivery. She said that he’s been a very hands-on father and is even helping out with the diaper changes.

She also briefly addressed the hospital situation. She just explained that all the extra security was necessary to ensure the safety of their daughter.